5th october - Whats expected

I don't know why but at the moment everything seems to be getting to me rather easily and hitting me hard. I'm back at college again working on my HND which I feel I am doing ok in so far but I am having to do a lot of work at home for it. I'm still at Sainsburys which I am not enjoying at all still but I need the money, also trying to get lots of overtime so I then get some more money to buy things as saving for the summer holiday next year and car savings is taking up a lot of my money.
I'm really missing certain people, especially those who I used to go drinking with, old friends and people who always would give me advice on things. I'm really happy I'm living with Leah but as I said before I'm getting worked up over nothing and I'm feeling really lonely while she's at work and I just get upset. Even jealous of the people that she works with because they see her a lot more than me, especially when she's wide awake instead of when she's tired and just wants to sleep when she comes home from work.
I'm looking for a new job but with the credit crunch I feel its a lot safer to stick to working in a super market than anything as jobs in the computer sector can be dangerous and insecure.

Later!